Perception

Over the course of the last 24 hours, I experienced a jolt. This is my fifth time to Pine RIdge and my second summer trip. Every experience to this point has been extremely positive. Whenever we meet people, we are welcomed with wonderful hospitality, including food and hugs. It always appears that people appreciate our friendship, and we always appreciate theirs.

Last night, however, I experienced my first negative feedback. I asked a local leader about what he thought about our ministry here over the last years. He immediately went on to talk about how "good intentions cause bad actions." He talked about our ministry with Geraldine and how the vacant block evidences the ministries fruit - in other words, our work bears rotten fruit. These words were not easy to hear, and I was unsure how true or false they were.

In response, his words raised a question - what does the local community think about our relationship in Pine Ridge Indian Reservation? This question could not have come at a better time. This morning Rosemarie, a staff counselor at the Partnership for Housing, came by the Frankie Martinez Hall to thank the seven men who helped build a deck at Marvis Bad Cob's home. She mentioned how wonderful it is to have people who consistently return, who are flexible in their projects, and who seek to know the people of the community. She gifted us with a kind letter and beautiful vase (pictures forthcoming).

Later this afternoon, Larry Peterson articulated his appreciation for the questions we ask and the heart in which we serve. He acknowledged that we have done ministry with the least of these, and even amidst chaos, confusion and trouble, we continue to love and covenant with those in the community. He higlighted the importance of being humble, open to new ways, and slow to quick fixes. Life here is subtle, flexible, and relational. Knowing everything and speaking before listening are turn-offs. Knoweldge is found in listening; success is found in relating.

God has guided us into troublesome territory. We have been able to meet children and young adults, grow in relationship with one another, and as you read in Casey's email, reconnect along people's needs. Our work here has not been perfect, but as a newcomer, I am amazed at how God continually opens doors and allows us to work for God's glory and neighbor's good.

When possible, we hope to hear from others. We seek to be authentic and thoughful in our work, just as the people hear have been with us in their hospitality.


Pray for this work. Pray that doors continue to open, relationships grow, and that the presence of Christ is seen in local churches and visiting groups. Pray for Sacred Heart Church and its ministry within the busiest corner on the reservation.